my photo album from Barbie’s 50th birthday party in Toronto and the opening of LG Fashion Fashion Week
September 7th, 2010I Was Barbie, modelling/ muse, night life, photographic projects, theatre No CommentsThese are the “real life” photos from the night I represented Barbie at Mattel’s birthday party for her, and the launch of the Barbie-inspired fashion line for real women.
I tell the story of that night in my one woman performance piece I w@s B*rbie. (Earlier version of the show were simply called I was Barbie.)
Click on the thumbnails to see the full images. All photos were taken by Michael Pihach.
- "the wall behind me is only made of cardboard and doesn't even stand up by itself"
- this machine rvideo recorded people's Barbie stories... no idea what was done (if anything LOL) with the footage
- the crowd inside the Fashion Week tents
- the twisted line-up to get into the Barbie themed fashion show for real women
- pink crystal chandeliers cast pink light everywhere
- that's Ben Mulroney on the left and I think its Leah Miller on the right
- I asked to take a photo with Ben
- inside the main hall waiting for the fashion show to start... that's Sex Matters' Cynthia Loydst on the right (at the time a Fashion Televission producer)
- the cameras take B-roll of the crowd
- Robin Kaye, the Head of the Fashion Design Council of Canada says a few words
- a video montage before the show hypes the crowd... the song is Doll Parts by Courtney Love but before the track gets dark and tragic it mixes into a techno beat
- who can stop looking at Ben? I was mesmerized
- everybody laughed at this except the over-tanned woman sitting directly in front of me
- these beefcake male models came out onto the catwalk awearing shirts that said "ken Who?" and they had trays of drinks for everyone in the audience
- which girls has extensions in and who was using all their real hair?
- catwalk shot
- the buyers guide so you can check off which pieces who'd like to by and drop it off with the designer
- the lights above the catwalk
- i said to the gay guy sitting next to me "Honey, a proper model is more than a moving mannequin. Whatever energy she's bringing to the catwalk --whether she's sexy, sassy or flirty -- I wanted to feel it. I want it to be REAL.
- the drinks were mixing with my ativan immediately
- a beautiful high fashion Barbie with almost no tits and almost no hips
- the drinks were called Rich Passion and they were served in a gold coloured aluminun can
- yes!
- chandeliers over the end of the catwalk
- i think I'd like to pick up a few of thes epieces if I can afford it
- gorgeous!
- David Dixon, the designer, comes out to take a bow and gets a standing ovation. the collection is a success...
- that final fierce moment where some of the models are coming down the runway one way and some are coming the other way
- posing for photos after the runway show
- post runway show swirling lights
- camera, woman
- fashionistas Jeff Rustia and Geoffrey
- David Dixon and I after the fashion show
- she said "just stay right where you are" i think "you're not allowed to talk to Barbie in that tone..."
- they had a light up wall display that had every Barbie doll ever made
- the Marilyn Monro Barbie was right next to the Kimora Lee Simmons Barbie
- checking myself backstage whil Fashion Week DJ Daniel Wilson watches me watching me
- later I walk around serving cupcakes and the people COME for my cupcakes
- having my make-up touched up for TV
- telling the Fashion Television producers which angles that I want to be shot from. they humoured me and did what they wanted...
- chatting with Glenn Baxter, one of the hosts of Fashion Television
- everyone stop being spontaneous while fix the audio levels on Glenn's mic
- me and Glenn go our separate ways
- after the interview Robin Kaye, the Head of the Fashion Design Council of Canada, grabs Glenn and I to pose for pictures
- this guy bought me another can of Rich Passion
- we found these underground tunnels under Nathan Pillips Square and went into this decrepit washroom we weren't supposed to be in
- Glenn Dixon, David Dixon's brother, designed a Barbie themes furniture line for real people
- i did this very strange TV interview in front of the wall of Barbies where the interviewer did all the talking and didn't let me get a word in... OK
- in the middle of the bar was this booth where a pre-recorded video message told you how to inspect your breasts for cancer
- there were also these booths in the bar area where women were demonstrating household appliances like steamers and irons
- fooling around at the end of the night

































































The list includes the Hidden Cameras’ musical performance, Jordan Tannahil’s cinematic and theatrical staging of Post Eden, and number six is my poses during I w@s B*rbie.
Transgendered performer Nina Arsenault, who’s undergone sixty plastic surgeries to attain an idealized female body, seized the role of a lifetime when she was offered the chance to personify Mattel’s Barbie for the doll’s fiftieth anniversary party, during Fashion Week 2009. Arsenault’s description of the surreal night she spent mingling (as Barbie) with fashion and celebrity elites is devastatingly candid as she describes floating through the evening in a haze of wish fulfillment and Ativan tranquilizers, dealing with ego bruising and eye-opening encounters (most notably with TV personality Ben Mulroney, whom she implies has disappeared into his Ken doll–like shell). The highlights of the show are her
observations of how partygoers reacted when she approached them and offered them cupcakes: a potentially humiliating experience that Arsenault subverts into a rapturously spiritual one—the baked treats almost become pop culture
communion wafers. The most revealing moment is when she sits on the floor, becoming truly vulnerable for the first time, and we realize what a prodigious effort has gone into maintaining the various doll-inspired poses she’s been striking. SF
(the following review is excerpted from Ms. Slotkin’s radio coverage of the Summerworks theatre festival.)
(the following text is excerpted from Nestruck’s larger review of the Summerworks festival.)
I was also enthralled by transgendered actor Nina Arsenault’s I Was Barbie, her true story about playing the famous doll at a gala in the toy’s honour held in Toronto. Through a haze of Ativan and champagne, she gives us a penetrating peek behind the scenes at a party full of models, fashion journalists, rappers and Ben Mulroney – it’s gonzo journalism that would make Hunter S. Thompson proud. 
Nina Arsenault, “boy, girl, man, woman, performance artist, academic, educator, reality TV star, stripper, whore, columnist, nightlife hostess, storyteller, aesthete, art object, cyborg, icon, Barbie” is a fascinating human being and, in her newest work i was BARBIE, currently playing at the Theatre Passe Muraille Backspace as part of the 2010 SummerWorks Festival, she is an immediately captivating performing subject. In this one woman show Arsenault speaks about her stint playing Barbie at Canadian Fashion Week for the debut of a new Barbie-inspired fashion line in celebration of the iconic doll’s 50th Birthday.
Arsenault is an extremely intellectual artist, and the programme for i was BARBIE is filled with fascinating academic insights with dramaturg Judith Rudakoff into performing identity, the nature of art, beauty and gender and the way that our media and our society constructs gender norms and the way that corporations like Mattel and artists like Andy Warhol, use iconography to perpetuate certain ideals of femininity, beauty and perfection. Yet, the play itself is more subtle in its analysis of this experience, and allows the audience to choose for themselves how deep they would like to delve into the complex issues of gender and identity that Arsenault is weaving. In the programme she says of her writing of this show that “there are stream of consciousness elements in the writing. It moves from a rampant analysis of the things that are happening around me, to a moment of internal reflection about sensation, about something I’m actually feeling in my body.” To truly inhabit Barbie, Arsenault reflects, it is her job for this evening to be vacant (courtesy of Ativan), to be plastic and to be perfect.
While keeping herself poised as the representation of a doll whose image is nearly as complex as her own, Arsenault manages to paint a vivid picture of this event, which is rich in its detail and yet always accessible even to those who didn’t know that Toronto had its own Fashion Week. She mostly takes the audience into her own mind, her own heart and into her breath, which she strives to keep down in her genitals the way her voice teacher advocates, all the while she simultaneously represses and embraces the very real feelings of fear and insecurity that inevitably rise and subside throughout the evening. Yet, she also inhabits a few other individuals instrumental to her journey to Barbie to hilarious effect, as each one is more extreme in her ability to precisely inhabit the Hollywood culture than the last. 
Director Brendan Healy largely allows Nina Arsenault to be the focus of this piece, both as the storyteller, but also as a Barbie, a gorgeous, perfectly sculptured representation of the female body clad in a silver sequin dress and incredibly high stiletto shoes. She creates art and is the artwork, although there are also projected photos from the event, with Perez Hilton styled captions, as well as commercials for Barbie inter-spliced throughout as well as a good use of the camera shutter, as Arsenault speaks thoughtfully about the mechanics of modelling as a public figure, and musing what her genuine emotions, a feeling like empathy for example, would look like on camera if it accidentally permeated through her meticulously posed facade.
(by Jen Handley, originally published at www.mondomagazine.net)
Arsenault, whose transformation involved over sixty plastic surgeries, is gorgeous, but unmistakably larger than life. Her impossibly tall and slender frame, high cheekbones, even skin, and perfectly sculpted blonde hairdo, each look a like a pointed exaggeration of a feminine ideal: she looks very much like a human Barbie.
After experimenting with many styles since its first run last year, Arsenault, director Brendan Healy and dramaturge Judith Rudakoff have found an approach for the show that addresses the complex relationship Barbie has with her admirers. “I wanted it to be stylish and slick, but also self-deprecating, and reference some of the suffering that Barbie brings upon people, but also laugh at that, too.”
Arsenault’s interest in the difference between real and fake extends to her creative approach. She starts with an exciting experience, not a political thesis. “I don’t create art, from the beginning, to make the world a better place. I think [my work] is political, and it does create discussion. That is important. But the starting point is much more visceral.”

She wafts through the night on a cloud of Ativan, but it doesn’t dull her razor-sharp perceptions. She’s devastating about the alcohol-fueled performance of Fashion Week head Robin Kay and equally cutting (in a you-don’t-feel-the-pain-you-just-see-the-blood way) eviscerating Ben Mulroney, all but declaring him the perfect Ken to her Barbie.
No matter, it’s another piece of must-see Summerworks viewing.
Q&A: Nina Arsenault




Nina Arsenault goes from Dungeons and Dragons to playing Barbie
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