“I’ve had so many lives
Since I was a child
And I realize
How many times I’ve died.”
– Madonna, Nobody Knows Me
- me at 5 years old (sitting in the spiral slide in the centre of the Golden Horseshoe Trailer Park)
- 12 years old
- age 17, my high school graduation photo
- i'm inthe middle, 18 yrs old
- 21 yr old, the apex of my male beauty
- 23 yrs old, wearing make-up regularly as a guy
- 23 yrs old, a good profile shot of my old nose
- 22 years old, one day before my first cosmetic surgery
- the night before my first nose job
- fully nude, the night before my first procedures (22 years old)
- 24 yrs old, 9 days after my first surgeries --nose job, chin reduction and ear refolding
- same year after starting to take estrogen
- 25 yrs old, presenting as androgynous
- working the webcams at videosecrets.com
- 25 years old, after six procedures by Dr. Middleton
- same time (never miss an opportunity for a photoshoot!)
- feeling saintly
- 3 months later after lip surgery with Dr. Middleton
- 27 yrs old, 2 days after a major 13 hr surgery with the famous feminization surgeon Dr. Ousterhout
- the tubes coming from my mouth are draining swelling fluid from my jaw
- the 'earrings' collect the swelling fluid until a nurse can come by and empty them
- the surgeries performed were forehead shaving, trachea shave, nose job, jaw reduction
- healed after the surgery with Dr. Ousterhout
- 28 yrs old, also taking testosterone blockers now
- 29 yrs old, taking stronger hormones
- 29 yrs old, this was actuaally the photo I used for my escorting ad at the time
- Pride 2005 with my girlfriend Rommel
- 32 yrs old, just waking up from surgery with Dr. Sony in Guadalajara
- had some silicone scraped from my upper lip and a brow lift
- feeling ccute, post-surgery, probably still high
- Nefertiti busted!
- 6 days post-surgical in Mexico
- 9 days post-surgical
- my "purse" is collecting swelling fluid from under my new breast implants
- thank you!
- 32 yrs old, back in Toronto at a party








































